Ohhhh, I got them.

I just received my medical records via e-mail.  I can't even bring myself to open them.  I know I need to but, I can't.  I'm going to cry.  Screw it, seriously in the middle of typing this I stopped, I had to see it.  They really did put in the report that my DH's first sample was azoo.  I'm going to make their lives annoying.  I will be at my OB/GYN's office early next week to deliver the records to him.  I feel vindicated.   Even if nothing comes of it, I told the truth and wasn't making it up. 
  Yesterday, I received my welcome letter from my insurance.  It was my welcome to our maternity club letter.  I was blue all day.  I told DH and he snapped on me for being depressed.  Really?  I've been great.  Getting a letter congratulating us on our baby and what we could look forward to was a huge kick to my chest.  I'll be OK. 
On the fluffy side, I'm doing pretty good.  I stopped drinking soda.  That's a huge accomplishment.  I feel better for sure.  I have a ton more energy. 
Oh the bar is done!!!!!  I'm super excited.  DH is so handy.  I'm a lucky girl.

Here's a shot of the pup.  I can't help but smile. :)

He helped me fold laundry then napped.

Waaaahoooo!!!

I've have been a little MIA for awhile.  DH and I are kicking butt at his lawn care business.  We have been gone everyday working.  We both took a weeks vacation and worked every day.  I'm back to work at my full time job today and incredibly exhausted.  I was glad to come back.  I like my routine.

In our evenings, while on vacation, DH and I worked on finishing our basement.  We are installing a wet bar.   We had an Amish family make our butcher block counter top.  It turned out beautiful.  And now we are installing stone on the front of the bar.  It's been slow going, we did not expect business to take off like it did.  Everything at home has taken a back seat.

As far as infertility goes.  I'm going nuts.  I'm ready to cycle.  Like right now.   Financially it's better to wait until fall, buuuuuuuuuuut CRUD!  I'm ready now.  I have no patience. 

Here's a pic of the basement.  Don't mind the Vader butt back there.  He's never more than a few feet away from me. ♥

 

 



 

 

 

 

::DEAD::

             The last wood chuck has passed....  I tried.  I'm taking it well.  I had low expectations. My dog has been sick.  He started dripping blood from his penis.  I freaked.  I rushed him to the vet. He has a bladder infection and an enlarged prostate.  He has to be neutered on Thursday.  I will worry all day but I want him better. 

              I'm bummed about waiting for my FET.  I want it to happen soon.  AF finally came.  I'm pretty sure my uterus is inside out.  It's been a rough few days.  A failed IVF cycle messed me up...   DH doesn't seem to get that I'm really impatient about getting the next cycle started.   I honestly looked up how to do an artificial insemination at home....  I'll be certified nuts before it's all done. 
Later,