And the drama continues. 7dp5dt **UPDATE~~~

I really wish that infertility could be a win or lose game.   The one on the left is last night and the one on the right is this morning

Yesterday, I felt like I was winning. I had a faint big fat positive 6dp5dt in the afternoon and I just went to the bathroom maybe an hour before. So I was pretty happy.  Fast forward to this morning 12 hours later and we still have the same faint positive.  It seems infertility has taken this into overtime. I've had a chemical before and it sucks%$#. 

To be honest, I am grateful for the holidays this year.  It takes my mind off the fact all this is going on. My bestie just called me to go to lunch and since I'm keeping this on the down low, I won't be saying a word to her. Normal people do not understand infertility or chemical pregnancies or things like that.  It's easier not to have to explain them. him   I'm scared someday though she will understand, she told me that her prolactin is high and e doctor says her hormones are all messed up. She wasn't trying conceive but having weight loss issues.    

 After lunch, I'm going out to buy  fresh baked Amish pie .  Rhubarb, DH's favorite, I think it's gross.

 Tomorrow will be my first day back at work since last Tuesday. I am ready to go back to work.  I need to be busy.  I went to work for a little bit yesterday and it felt good.

It's 11:11 make a  wish....
So I went to go get my pee sticks to show to DH....  and....  He said that so romantic.  OK, no he didn't but I'm nuts right now and can't stop.

That line is a ton darker......  guess I need to be more patient....♥