Here goes the lost hurrah!

It has been sometime since I blogged. I am currently in school studying to be a nurse. I work as a paramedic right now, but I realize I will not be able to do this job is a get older. There are some days after lifting heavy person I'm not able to walk because my hips hurt so bad. That's being said the school has made it incredibly busy for me and I do not have time to blog.
Sometime in the next 10 day,s we will be transferring our last two frozen embryos. I have been not Estrace twice a day for about 10 days now. It is making Moody and I have developed acne,  it's awesome. I am also taking aspirin, a prenatal vitamin, a B vitamin, a D vitamin, and drinking pomegranate juice. I go Monday for my first lining check.
Needless to say, I am incredibly nervous. I believe I may have Googled everything relevant to a frozen embryo transfer. I am pretty sure I found the end of the Internet. I've read on some blog that elephants were good luck for fertility. While I was out at Pier 1 Imports, I found a little elephant with a baby on its back. The tag for it read elephant with monk.  I think it looks more like a baby, so I had to buy it.

Also, I have been working on projects around the house just keep myself preoccupied. I decorated my front door for fall. I am turning an old sewing machine into a table. And I want to our local Amish auction and bought an old framed painting that I am turning into a chalkboard. They are helping me pass the time.

Please say a little prayer for my husband and me.  This is been the most difficult thing either of us have ever been through. Though we did have a conversation that even though infertility was hard there others out there that have it much worse than we do. We've decided that we have everything we need and the rest of the things that we want are just that "wants".  We will be okay either way.

((HUGS))